They
came into my life at just the right time – like the baby born in Bethlehem sent
to change the world. I met The Mosaics
four days after my youngest left for college. My tears had barely dried when an
acquaintance at church asked if I wanted to join the motley Bible Study crew.
We met the following night.
Attendees
include a woman with ALS who can’t use her arms; a young mom with severe vision
issues after a botched Lasik eye surgery; a vibrant brunette with digestive
problems that require gastric tubing she carries in a backpack; not to mention
the mom whose son had a stroke at five years of age and another whose daughter
suffers from spina bifida.
While
their stories made mine feel small, I wasn’t sure what to think. Several years
before I’d married a newly widowed man whose friends had not finished grieving
his first wife. No one's really to blame but as I took on the role of his new wife,
I battled rejection on several fronts. Real or imagined, most of it came from
females which left me leery of women’s Bible studies, women's ministry events, and
really just about women's anything.
A
neuromuscular illness didn't make things easier. After numerous medical
procedures over the course of two years, my youngest son and I were diagnosed
with mitochondrial disease. Weak muscles. Bungled nerves. It all took a mental toll. And while I had no
doubt the God of the universe had carried me through the loss of my first
husband and 10 years as a single mom, I struggled to find my footing in this
new season—on unsteady legs with a wounded heart.
The
Bible tells us that Jesus was born after 400 years of prophetic silence.
Generations of Israelites lived without a fresh word from God; without a
prophet promising one more time that
the Messiah was coming and still looking out for them.
400
years they waited.
And
then he came, to a stable no less. And
the first to see Immanuel, God with Us
was a motley crew of simple, dirty shepherds.
Well-dressed Magi later came from the East—both divinely led to the
manger—representing the broad spectrum of humanity. Even as the divine entered
the world, heralded by angels from on high, God demonstrated that He came for
everyone
After
navigating a few of my own silent-type years, I drove to Bonnie’s home, where
the study meets, and opened the book of James.
Over
time I learned more about The Mosaics and the broken roads that led them to
Jesus. Some grew up in the church. Other’s had strayed. Some live in big
houses. Some live in houses that could fit in another's living room. Some are
divorced and single, wondering when God will bring their Prince Charming. Others
are sorting through hard marriages, longing to honor God and their husbands.
Throw in the physical maladies—and the motorcycle driving chic—and there's no
shortness of prayer requests as we wrap up each week.
But
they welcomed me. This ragamuffin group welcomed me. And in time, they even
made me feel normal—something very few have been able to do for quite some
time. As I spend time with them I'm able to face my own brokenness with greater
confidence. Not because of anything in me but because we all know we need the
redemption that came in the form of the baby on that first Christmas Day; the
redemption that arrived in a manger and was met by a group as motley and varied
as we are.
The
rich and the poor, the Kings and the paupers, the severely broken and those who
might have just felt whole—all brought together by a divine act, by angels who
sang, by Wise Men who followed a star, and by a loving God who laid down his
life for all of humanity and said, “I’m coming.
I’m coming now. In this moment I’m here for you always.”
This
Christmas I celebrate Jesus and The
Mosaics—a colorful group of broken women who earnestly seek God and together
make something beautiful. Their faith has strengthened mine. Their friendship is
making me new. And because of that baby, we’re leaving more of our pasts behind
and pressing on towards what’s ahead.
“Arise,
shine, for your light has come, and the glory of the Lord rises upon you.” (Is.
60: 1)